dentist *PTSD/SA/Schizo* *PTSD/SA TW*

yeah so as mentioned last. ……..  thurs. [the 19th] I went to the dentist. it went alrite. I don’t like the dentist. well ok not the dentist himself he’s ok. nice. and my hygienist is cute. but I don’t like it bc I don’t like being completely flat. I never have. I also really don’t like the way your teeth feel after they’ve flossed them. idk maybe i’m weird that way.

I don’t have any cavities yay. [well it’d be that way anyway but esp. since last dec. 22nd I was again sexually abused and so due to this i’m not the best in. um. oral situations. no I wasn’t pregnant and no it didn’t hurt].

um. the office was cold which is one reason I was reacting so much. to get warmer [more on that in my next entry]. and I got triggered and went ‘to the circus’, so. [it’s a schizo thing].