<<<< about my adventures. and drinks:

ok so we all know what happened but we don’t know why. [well I mean I know why. why I went to my place. why I drank at my place]:

So I went to my place for that exact reason. to drink. because I knew that the memories would get to me. and so that’s why I did it. to get away from them.

regardless of whether or not I should’ve. [which, obviously].