01/08/2012 ::edit::

I’m pretty sure today is just one of those fucking days.

I’ve been sitting here for moments in a cloud of angry depression trying to stop my brain from spinning out of control.

The bird keeps fucking making noise and I’m going to explode. I may kill something. Anger. Violent. Keep in in check kiddo, keep it in check.

And my mother went back to bed again.

Nothing on TV.

No one to talk to.

Why isn’t there a website that I can find just text buddies. Not anything sexual, just normal talking. Like pen pals, but texting. Texting pals.  I suppose there’s always chat rooms. Close enough. Maybe I’ll go on one of those. Just to amuse myself for a bit.

Ugh. I’m a pathetic lonely person.

::edit::

I totally forgot I had Windows Live (when did it switch from MSN messenger?), and then ended up install Yahoo Messenger, because I remember having fun on there as a teenager.