04/25/2011

I’ve been ignoring this site for what a couple weeks?
I don’t want to write about what’s going on, so I’ve been just blocking it all out. I have a bunch of friends entries to go back and read, and update on my own life.

Ugh. I feel like if I write it all down, that somehow makes it more real than it already is. I’m trying to block it all out and go day to day with my life. Except it’s gone down to crunch time and I have no choice but to awknowledge it all.

Let’s see.

-Dad lost his job.
-No money.
-Going to spend the summer living in a camper, traveling and trying to find work.
-Finally got my unemployment back except I’m worried about that week I worked at fucking Walmart. I keep checking everyday to see if it says I’m denied again, but so far so good.
-Switched back to Bank of America (even though I hate them) because my current bank isn’t nationwide.
-Trying to switch all my online banking stuff to BoA.
-Canceled my XBox account, my Busch Gardens Account.
-Trying to find someone to take my turtles.
-Already got the neighbors to take the cats. (OMG I’m going to cry if I even think about this any more)
-Still have all my clothes to sort through. I don’t have that much room for storage.
-Most of my stuff is tossed or at my grandparents for safe keeping until we figure out what the hell we’re doing.
-Figure out where my mail is going.
-Deal with the appeal about fucking Walmart. Hope I get the notice of the hearing, and am able to answer the damn phone.
-Tests in all my classes.
-Finals in all my classes.
-Get my drivers license renewed.

I have a million and one things to get done, and no time to get it all done. I hate this.