Now don’t be scared, it’s only love.
I’m going to go ahead and forewarn everyone… If ya don’t wanna hear about Matt go ahead and skip over this entry, lol. Spent the entire weekend with him so most of what is on my mind includes him.
Friday I ended up convincing my boss to let me close the store about 3pm. We had virtually no customers and the storm was getting pretty bad out. They never actually ended up closing the bridge so in all actuality we could have stayed open, but I really doubt we lost many sales.
After I closed up I headed over to get Sam then was on my way to Matt’s. It’s only about an hour and a half drive, according to my GPS…so really less than that because I speed..lol. Took me 2 hours though because of the weather conditions…I was NOT speeding in that shit. I could barely see anything. On the way back home today it was much quicker, took just over an hour. Not a terrible drive, still not happy he lives so far away, but it’s manageable.
I got to Matt’s about 5:30ish and stayed until just after noon today. I got spoiled this weekend. Matt stayed the night Thursday, then I stayed at his place Friday and Saturday night. I can get used to that… Seriously, waking up every morning to him kissing me? Bliss. =) I miss him already, lol. How sad is that? It’s only been three hours since I said bye to him. I guess it’s the fact that I know I won’t get to see him until at least Friday. I feel like an addict. lol.
So, about 3 weeks ago randomly Theresa texts me asking what my favorite flower is. She said she was talking to John and he claimed my fave flower was a black rose. I laughed and told her I don’t really like flowers, but if I had to choose I guess daffodils. She said, "Oh, ok. You are normal." I just laughed and said John was a weirdo. Last night, I’m sitting next to Matt on the couch and we’re watching King of the Hill. The episode was about Peggy finding out Hank lied about their first Valentine’s day and to make it up to her he was doing all sorts of "romantic" gestures. One including buying flowers for her. I looked at Matt and told him, "For future reference, I don’t like flowers." He blurted out, "Yeah you do. Daffodils." I started laughing and said Theresa was such a liar, and he had this look on his face like, "Crap, I’ve been found out!" He never actually bought me the flowers because they aren’t in season. Told me he called every where trying to find them. Lol, How frickin’ cute is that? Earlier that day he asked me about going to Greensboro with him the 9th, 10th and 11th to the tattoo convention. He’s going with his mom and her hubby and said, "I know she’d love to meet you." Oh, really? I wasn’t even aware his mother knew he was dating someone. She questioned him about who he was texting one day and ended up telling her about me. I asked what entailed and he started to blush and rambled off a few things about me and then started kissing me. Lol. It’s nice to know he’s talked about me to his family. Makes me happy to know I’m that important to him.
Saturday night the storm was still pretty harsh up near Matt’s place. About 1pm he randomly said, "So…you said you’re staying the night again…right?" I laughed and said if he wanted me to I would. Later on he showed me a text where his mother said if at all possible he should keep me there. Guess she was worried about me driving in the storm too. "See, even my mommy says you should stay. So, you can’t go anywhere. You’re my prisoner." He’s adorable.
He didn’t really want me to leave today, but I had to get back home and get closed washed for work tomorrow and such. Besides he had things around the house he needed to do, but was neglecting because I was there. Took a few hours before I actually left, but it’s a little hard to leave when A.) You don’t really want to, lol, and B.) You have a very sexy man telling you he doesn’t want you to either.
Matt: I don’t want you to go.
Me: I don’t want to go either, but I have to. Besides this day needs to be at least partially productive.
Matt: It has been. I’ve been busy making you fall even harder for me.
Me: Well you don’t have to try very hard.
Matt: Still…it’s very time consuming…
Me: I have to go…I have things to do…and so do you. Besides I work in the morning.
Matt: You hate that job anyways. Always complaining no one does their job and you had a mess when you came back from vacation.
Me: Haha…Still. I have to work.
Matt: No you don’t. Only job you need is to stay here and make me happy. Which you do wonderful at.
Well, I did warn you all this entry would be very Matt filled. lol…
When I got back to the Island I stopped at my store to talk to John for a minute. Make sure everything was OK with the store and all that jazz. Ended up asking him if he’d be able to keep Sam the weekend Matt wants me to go to Greensboro with him and he got very quiet and walked off. We texted each other after I left and he was being a total dick. Telling me I was a bad mother and I needed to stop pawning my son off on others. I guess he quickly realized he was being a dick because he retracted his statements. "Ok no imma take that shit back. Just very very upset bc im VERY damn lonely. Maybe his game wont be till late. Just drop him off when u leave. Ur a fine working mother." Too late, you’re still a douche, but nice to know you realized it. Every time he gets upset he attacks me. Tells me I’m a horrible mother and tries to make me feel like shit. Doesn’t work, but I wish he’d fucking stop. Anywho…he agreed to watch Sam so I can go with Matt. I’ll be meeting his mother for the first time…holy crap…talk about nervous! I’m excited, but at the same time scared shitless. lol. I don’t do well with first impressions. Most people think I’m either very timid or a total bitch. Meh. I’ll try not to think about it too much.
Btw Matt does wonderful with Sam. This is the first time he’s been around him for more than an hour or so. It’s hard to deal with a three year old especially when you aren’t around children…well, ever. lol. But he did really good. I think this ones a keeper. He told me this is the best weekend he’s had in a very, very long time.
The first night he made dinner for me, nothing fancy..just jarred alfredo sauce over spaghetti noodles and salad, but it was good.
Matt: I could get used to this. Having you here after work…
Me: *Laughs* Awe…am I domesticating you?
Matt: *looks at feet* Dammit…I am in the kitchen, making you dinner and barefoot…How did this happen?
Hahaha…That was pretty hilarious.
Ok. I’m going to stop trying now
before I end up recapping the entire weekend.
Although I’m sure some of you wouldn’t mind if I did…seeing as some of it is a bit TMI. =P
Anywho…
I need to go get some things done of the productive nature.
P.S. I need to go buy a new mouse…mother f*cker keeps double clicking and it’s irritating the piss out of me!!!
Laters!!!
Every time I see your face
My heart takes off on a high speed chase
Now don’t be scared, it’s only love
Baby, that we’re fallin’ in