Espanol…

That’s right, Spanish… it’s all just Spanish to me…

Where to start??? Well firstly it’s ridiculously late BUT I’m going on a roadtrip with the roller derby team tomorrow so I had to do washing and drying and packing etc etc… I decided that before I packed it in to go to bed that I’d do an update. I feel loved!!!

There is a lot to update. Right now I cannot answer everybody’s questions… There is too much going on and I don’t know how everyone would take the news so for right now I’m staying on the down low. They call it flying under the radar and that’s exactly what I’m doing. If anyone is bursting for knowldege, then you can email me:

vhamner79@gmail.com

Right.

Jimmy got to Afghanistan safely after all the kerfuffle with the Air Farce planes breaking down. He said it was a rough flight but ha, when is a flight into a war zone not rough??? He’s been gone a week and it’s not been the fastest week of my life. I’m stuck in a country where I don’t have family and it can be lonely. To that end I HAVE made a few awesome friends so i’m not totally alone. My friend Sarah (Derby) has been great and since her hubby is in Afghanistan with the same Brigade, it makes it slightly easier. At least we can commiserate when things get rough.

The wedding was small but lovely… we had fun. There are pictures on my FB if ppl didn’t get to see them. If you’d like me to put some up here just let me know and i’ll hop on and paste them here too. I just didn’t want to double up too much.

The ex-wife is still the most notoriously difficult piece of scum to deal with. This is the part that I’m not really divulging too much about… If I really get stuck into it it induces such a red hot rage within, that I almost need to go and punch something. We’re never going to be rid of her… that’s the part that really irritates me. I’d be far happier if she’d take a nice long walk (and perhaps get hit by a car or something – and if I wasn’t such a good person I might be the one behind the wheel!) but with the two children, that’s obviously not going to happen.

I will say very little other than this: The terrifically trying financial situation we’re in in solely due to the heartache she is creating. She gets pleasure from this too. Not being reasonable, practical or nice in any way means that she derives such insnae pleasure from this havoc that I can almost visualising her dancing with glee.

Life is Crap.

Still… One day we’ll turn that around.

Despite that sour note I’m happy. Well, as happy as one can be with their loved one in a warzone (and I know there are many of you in the same situation and I appreciate the support). I’m lonely at night but once I’m back into the routine of school and going to the gym, I’m confident that will become easier.

I think that’s about it… My brain is in freeze mode now so I’ll update on the flip side of this week-end when I get back from New Mexico.

Pike’s Peak All Stars!!!! (Derby team)… I expect you all to be cheering from the sidelines!!! LOL.

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