November 22, 2005

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Hark the friggin scent of Xmas…

And pfft and bum bum bum bum.

There is a month until Christmas. 1 month… 1 bloody, short month! I am feeling stupid and stinky and flipping flipping broke! Waaaaa. You know what? This week I over committed myself. Isn’t that just one big yay for me? Mike’s pay came in and I went about merrily organising for "this debtor and that bill" to come out and the balance now? $2.34!!! Isn’t that just so depressing? I think it is. On one hand I feel a sense of relief and accomplishment that I made the effort of calling the various companies and making payment arrangements and on the otherhand I’m like "shitty shitty bum bum’s" because I have to whinny and whine my way until next Wednesday on the smell of mouldy cheese. Poops. I mean, even after my boss gives me my poultry pay from last week (which was only $300 because she kept cancelling my shifts and because i "forgot to appear on saturday night") I will have roughly $100 left after I pay even MORE bills and place some extra aside for rent. DAMN DAMN DAMN!

So yeah. I’m just in one of those moods where I want to take my aggression out on a lovely, fat punching bag. But I can’t even do that because my poor muscles are still dying from the over exertion the other day. Where’s the justice???

So my next bone of contention comes in the form of ebay. My flipping dispute over that lady who never sent my tickets is STILL unresolved. She now won’t return any of our emails despite the fact that we offered to do a 50/50 split on the return of the cash (she sends $20 back to us and she can keep $20)… what a money grabbing biarch. I want some twat at ebay to pull his finger out and make a decision!!! I have tried talking with the seller but she is a life hating cow and is unfair. You suck lady!

Stupid meeeee went back to ebay to look for a Queen Bed base. I mean, given that E-Lo is arriving on Monday morning I kinda have to have a bed for her to sleep in…. HMPH. So I won a Queen bed base (for a nice, low price) and I think the only reason I won the bed was because it’s located in whoop whoop (see: ‘a far away town’ for explanation). Silly me was preapred to jump in thine motor vehicle and go for a drive except THIS SELLER IS NOT RETURNING MY EMAILS EITHER!!! BUTTTTTTTTHEAD. I was supposed to go today, didn’t end up going because Butthead didn’t return my email in time, came home to an email saying "sorry my computer wqouldn’t let me reply (pppfffffffffffttttttt)" and she didn’t leave her address!!!! So I replied saying I would go tomorrow (Thursday) and now it’s nearly 10pm and the feckless woman STILL hasn’t replied! I will be righteously peeved off if I have to go ALLLL the flipping way home tomorrow only to go BACk in the direction of Geelong. It’s about an hour and a half drive so it’s not chopped liver and that distance is only made longer from my house as opposed to the house I work at. Then again, the silly bungee cords and rope is stilla t home (ok, so who’s the idiot now) which means that I’d probably have to go home first anyway. Bum.

So I’m just not in a terribly good mood. In fact I’m in a really poohy, stale, feral mood. I haven’t seen Lisa since last week and she hasn’t even had the courtesy to mumble more than 2 words to me since i walked in the door 3 hours ago! ungrateful child.

*sigh* I feel a bit better now. I’ll feel even better once I have Em’s bed that I can set up in her room.

RRRRRRR

I’ll go now.

I need to pace up and down my cage for a little while.

I need to find soemthing hilarious on cable to take my mind off my mood.

Vee

*Talk Is Cheap*

November 23, 2005

That would be a first! First cab off the rank. The OD is great for venting. I say some truly atrocious things on this site. I read them later and am shocked by my shallowness, but alas, I continue to write them. I love the way you write. It’s fun to read. Emma

Coco Wild

Yay for beds!!! Boo for everything else…

*Jon*Haley*Nes*

*sorrowsfade*

christmas is kicking my ass too. we have 9 nieces and nephews, parents, siblings…i’m just not seeing it happening…

Bingaling

Christmas blues are coming to town.

davey girl

Would you like some company beating up the punching bag, because I could use one right about now too. Thanks for the notes, I have been trying to write back in the form of an entry, but my internet keeps booting me, so I will try for the 3rd time, and we will see how that works, or maybe I will just write it on another site that is not internet related and copy and paste it in my diary. My danm

that might work, it’s amazing how my brain works when I don’t want it too, and when I want it too, it doesn’t work. Wow I hate when that happens. Well, the notes were what I needed, I thank you from the bottom of my soul, they were a freakin’ size 15 boot swift kick in the ass, that I needed, (I’ll explain in the entry that I am so gonna have fun writing) my family would hate me for it, but aleast

all my happy little problems will be out in the open. And I wouldn’t have to carry them around. I would just laugh if my mom would actually read what I have to say. She would probably cry, and do I feel bad about that, no (will explain in entry). In the notes you were right, and I will explain them all, and fill you in on what I would love to do with my life I have so much planned out, it’s hard

to figure out what one would be the best thing for me. I hope you understood that one. Well, I am 22, turned 22 in september, and I have so much I want to do, but I don’t want to overload myself. But I know that I can figure everything out. And be able to accomplish what I need to, to make MY life worth while, and to do what I want. (again will explain in the entry.) Thanks for kicking my ass!

eimmagemah

arghhh! ebay people really suck sometimes!!!!!im meant to be receiving my payment from ebay (because i didnt receive an item either) soooooon!

Ceylon Sapphire

tis the season to be poor as a church mouse… didnt you know?

_psychomachia_

Ohhh dear dear! Money troubles are the worst – who says money doesn’t make you happy? It sure keeps the debt collectors off your back therefore leaving life relatively stress free =D Just breathe, after giving that punching bag one great WOP!

Cattiva

November 24, 2005

Go to ebay and look up item #4420511596. Check that out, I’m selling my Queen bed head and end and base and its in mint condish … and I’m an excellent eBayer, you can trust me! That eBay woman is a b!tch, I hate her for you.

**Astral

ohhh Christmas is so close.

crazy // beautiful

Christmas IS so soon! I’ve never gotten all into the whole ebay thing for that very reason. I hope it all sorts out for you!

purelymesa

This year has flown by! I’m stressing about the money and christmas and everything thing too. **hugs**

Bwahaha-haahaha @ your note!

CritterCrazy

**HUGS** I hope things get easier for you…and for me! Love, ME xxx

You are tagged!!! Read my site…

**his girl**

November 25, 2005

I love ebay. In fact I am wearing the new pair of leather shoes I bought on ebay last week. So far so good. Good luck hun.

Ugh! I felt stressed reading all that, hoping that vent helped u to de-stress sum. Have sum chocolate! That always helps me 🙂 RYN: I am now accepting notes & I’m adding u to faves, so u can read my other entries. I enjoy xmas but I HATE the rush that always accompanies it.

LoL The laugh is on me-yr already added :p Must be my special day!

Bexta

November 26, 2005

did you report the seller? you really should