pissy does not begin to cover it

if i could pick the single most annoying thing in my life right now, it would be my keyboarding class. i have all these drills to complete, and if i screw up ANYTHING i have to start over. i am so ready to kick the fucking screen…. i’ve already smashed my keyboard a few times.

i should have been smart and started it 2 weeks ago… but i’m not, and figured it wouldnt take that long… so i started it today, and i have an entire unit due on saturday.

i’m a fucking moron.

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had the baby shower. wasn’t that exciting. (but hibo reminded me that the last shower i was at, i was drunk… so that’s probably why it wasnt as fun)

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thought i had a uti, so i went in and had to have a cath UA. woopy. wasnt really THAT bad, but i just expected to piss in a cup, not get a tube shoved up my business.

i got to listen to the baby’s heart though… and the nurse said he was perfect. so i’m kinda scared that something will eventually go wrong, since everything has been going right so far.

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seriously gonna fucking beat the computer. *i’m writing this, then breaking for the keyboard lesson; back and forth, back and forth… so i dont go insane!*

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this weekend is andrew and racheals wedding. i just noticed now that i am growing myself a nice juicy fucking ZIT ON MY CHIN! i havnt had any acne since THEIR WEDDING SHOWER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so of course, it is fitting that i grow one for the wedding too… i have to find some sort of makeup to cover it that doesnt make me look orange (like my hair………………………..)

havnt re-dyed it yet. (i had her re-do it and it faded in ONE WASHING) so now i’ve washed it twice, and it is pretty much white at the tips. she fucked up my hair WORSE than i would have!!!! and she got paid to do it!

*every time i do a lesson, i think my heart rate skyrockets. and then the baby starts rolling.

i don’t think he kicks as much, he rolls a lot though… and pushes on my bladder.

*and the uti was negative.

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i don’t even need this keyboarding class to graduate, i’m just taking to improve my speed… which is decent, i just need to improve my accuracy. the first timed test i took i had 44 mistakes in 5 minutes. but my wpm was 55. so not too bad.

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i’m starting to make my halloween costume… i can’t say what it is, in case my husband reads this.. it’s a surprise. and i think it’s gonna turn out pretty awesome… i’m making the dog a matching one too.

and joe’s band has a new drummer, i guess…. he’s from st paul, and taught the cimmerian drummer how to play, so i guess he’s REALLY good. havnt heard him though.

they;re playing a show in halloween in roch. as of now i work… but hopefully i can get out of it.

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done typing. my hands hurt, cuz we have a shitty desk, chair, and keyboard! woop woop freaking woop.