Holy BALLS!!!

My daughter is going to be the death of me today!!! I had to get a few things from Walmart and she begged me not to put her in the cart and promised me that she would walk with me and listen, and on a good day she would have done just that! Instead….she decided to run up and down the aisles so then I gave her a warning. Then she ran again so I picked her up and put her in the cart. She threw her 3 year old fit. I told her when she was done and ready to behave she could get out. Well she does and I let her out I told her to stay by me. Next thing I know she runs down an aisle, so I let her go and told her I was walking away then well she disappears and I couldnt find her in the 3 aisles that she could have been so I just stayed right where I was, she finally showed up, I was so PISSED I could not talk I just picked her up put her in the cart and let her scream as loud as she could while everyone looks at us. I LOVE when people do that like they have never seen a misbehaving child before! When we leave I told her because she was naughty she was going to her room when we got home. Well instead she tells me that "she is the parent and I am the child" she doesn’t have to listen. I haven’t said NO, STOP, PLEASE DONT DO THAT! so many times in one day before. I can not take it anymore. Usually when she acts up its because she is feeding off her brother. When its just her and I she is usually pretty good but not today!!! Sadly I took some anxiety pills that I have to see if that will help my nerves right now……….lord help me the rest of the day!