very unsexy entry lol…

Well i have made it back real quick, still unpacking, and eating……I eat when i am stressed out or emotional and I think right now its a little of both! I can never satisfy my hunger for the past week. Its been too hot to go out and run. Ugh here comes another 5 pounds lol…and its weird cause i will eat anything, on Tuesday cause we didnt have alot of money we werent able to go grocery shopping except for like milk and cereal for the kids…i made egg beaters and i think also that day i made grilled cheese i hate grilled cheese…I know i am not prego so nobody think that!!! 

i have to go back into town to work, friday and sat 3rd shift and those are 10 hour shifts, plus clean the apt, and get whats left to storage and visit family and that kind of crap..No sleep for me! I know i am gonna be worrying about things getting done! I cant trust a man to get it all done, at least not the one i am married too! sad to say i know!

So living out here in a small town is way different, man…..there is a little girl that is in between my two who seems to like my kids, she trys to get into the house, we have a patio door and i like to keep the blinds open cause i like natural light, she will come up to the door and look in and try and open it. man, i have my niece and nephew comin in the front door and this little girl at my back door lol, although i leave the front door unlocked cause i know my family will just be walking in…because apparently we have good food. oh and there are two little boys here i could smack…they are constantly riding there bikes on our patio and even though i was standing looking out the window, and they stared right at me, the one even walked up to the door and stared in…..i dont know if they even speak english maybe they dont understand. oh and that little girl that likes to play with my kids her grandmas boyfriend freaks me out seems kinda pedophiolish to me…..he came and talked to us, these people also let their kids run wild with no supervision, you can kiss my ass i am watchin what my kids are doing. well i have to go…sorry kinda of a dumb entry but thanks for still reading those that are leavin me notes lol..;P