YUP….

One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss, etc. Change is never easy, you fight to hold on, and you fight to let go

AHH all rested, now to get my butt moving on this packing B.S. we will see how this good attitude lasts it only 930 in the morning lol…..

I just have to say, I think the next time someone says I will always be there for you, I wont believe them as easy. NO one  has ever followed through with that saying, so maybe I expect too much? Maybe I am too much of a believer? Maybe I think that everyone is kinda like me? When i say that to people i actually mean it, i wont say it unless its true, then again, i am honest and I will tell you what I feel, when I feel it. I am not gonna lie and make things more difficult. I never thought leaving was going to be this hard. Maybe its because the one person, I want to see and say goodbye to wont do it. It makes me feel like everything was a big joke, and like an IDIOT! I believed! I am tired of the excuses. There was enough notice in advance, to say I already have plans that night, sorry. Apparently for those who have feelings, need closure. Man, this shit is making me more emotional then i wanted to be.