Day 1 of 10

GOt this from a friend thought i would try it so maybe I could remember to write lol….

Day One:  Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two:  Nine things about yourself.
Day Three:  Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four:  Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five:  Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six:  Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven:  Four turn-offs.
Day Eight:  Three turn-ons.
Day Ten:  One confession.

1. My real dad- I wish you would tell your wife that she is killing you and herself with the way she is. I wish you would tell her she needs to do things herself you are not a slave.
2. Jon- You ruined my birthday and I am the one that gets punished? Really!? You and I have always been pretty close I cant believe how childish you are acting. Then again i cant believe how you acted up north. A$$hole…
3. Jennifer- The only reason I make excuse as to why i dont want to do anything with you is because you are always putting me down and making me feel shitty especially with some of the decisions i have made.
4. Marie- No matter how many shitty things you have done to me I forgive you for all of it because well I dont know why for sure, but I let it go along time ago especially when everyone said how horrible you were to me and I should never talk to you again. Ya when do I listen?
5. Cass- I love and miss you so much and cant wait to see you when you get leave. I am so glad you are doing something with your life. Although I dont agree with your decisions as to being kinda slutty I love you anyways lil sister
6. Timmy-I wish you would have taken better care of yourself since you almost died and got a second chance at life and you are doing exactly what the doctors told you not to do, I dont think i could stand to lose my brother whom i havent quite gotten to know as much as i would like.
7. Michelle- I dont like you and I think you are using my brother and the system….SO with that said get a job to support you and your daughter and quit making my brother buy you and her everything lazy a$$!!
8. Mo- Thanks for always being there for me through everything and never judging me since i make stupid mistakes and such….I dont know what I would ever do without you in my life you are the only person who hasnt turned their back on me or even fought with me. I dont think i could ever be as good of a friend as you are to me.
9. Scott Walker- the only thing i have to say to you is that I think your plan is going to make my children’s education suffer for the worst… For your sake I hope not! otherwise i am open to change!
10. C- I have no idea where to start with you……….I never wanted to say it out loud because i didnt want to get hurt but, I love you. I know I never made my feelings known. I stopped talking to you for awhile just to see if it was just a friendly thing or it was real. Guess what it is/was real. I just didnt know what to do with my situation, and I never knew your feelings until it was a little too late. I know you said that everything you felt is gone, i just dont see how that happens cause i have never given you a reason to hate me and i never knew you could stop loving someone just like that. I just wish i was given that one chance to tell you how I felt and I wouldnt have cared if you didnt feel the same anymore, and the fact that you had gotten married but for me to just say it to you face to face i think I would have been able to let go a little easier and it wouldnt have been so hard for me to say goodbye.   I just wanted to be friends you told me you would always be there for me and I needed you more than ever and you cant be there.

finally done!!! guess we will see how it goes the next 9 days….