Here we go again.
So I heard from Max today which totally ruined my day. I hate that it has this kind of affect on me. News like this makes me feel like those fainting goats. Have you ever seen them? You have to look it up if you haven’t. They’re goats that fall over when they’re scared or excited. They get stunned and can’t run. lol. Poor things. But that’s exactly how I get when something shakes me – I lose my focus, freeze, and just feel out of it. Most of the time it lasts about 3 hours.
But I digress.
Max’s email:
Hello!!! How are you? I miss you so much!!!! I miss our conversations. You were my best friend. All I do is work and take care of the little one. WORK, WORK, WORK, DAUGHTER, DAUGHTER, DAUGHTER. That’s how my days go.
My house is so empty without you. I get so lonely here.
Anyways, I hope you’re well. Take care always.
Max
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Ugh. So annoying. He has no right to miss me. He has no right to use my own words "You were my best friend." He has no right to interrupt my day and make me feel everything that I was trying to numb. Am I supposed to feel sorry for you? F*CK YOU!
Interesting email. At first he seems indifference, but why do I get the feeling that the goal of this email is a “feeler”. I am so sorry. I know this was a stab at your heart and opened painful wounds. Enjoy a glass of wine, nice hot bath and sleep a good night’s rest. You’ll feel better tomorrow. *hugs*
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Hmmm my ex sent me aodt exact message. Definately a “feeler” f him. Sounds insecure and non committal all just head games. Here today gone Tomm. U deserve better! 🙂
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