AC and J

Our AC went out yesterday. This is a BIG deal when you live in AZ. lol. The bright side is that it was a bit overcast so the sun wasn’t as strong. 102 degrees is better than the normal 110. Around 5pm the AC guys had it fixed, but it took a long time for the house to cool down, so when my friend J asked me to go have ice cream with him, I welcomed the opportunity to escape the heat.

J is a nice guy, he has no kids and has never been married either, but unlike me, he is terrified of commitment. He’ll always be a bachelor. Anyway, we went to Dairy Queen and got some Oreo blizzards. It hit the spot! Him and I sat and reminisced. This is J’s favorite thing to do. He lives in the past. I think he longs to relive his childhood, and I think that’s why he can’t deal with the responsibility of a commitment and what it means about his having to grow up. But reminiscing was fun. We laughed at how we acted as children and how we both were in a Cinderella play. He got to play the king, and I was a mouse. -_-

When I got home I had a text from the Starbucks guy wanting to meet up for drinks. I don’t feel like seeing him or talking to him really. I wasn’t really interested in him in the first place – he was just practice. I know that sounds mean, but he’s the type of guy who will brush it off and go on to the next obnoxious thing in a few minutes. I think he has ADD.

On a side note… I was just thinking that I may not be lucky in love, but I am blessed with amazing friends who truly love and care about me. I just want to say out loud: Thank you God. Thank you for placing good amazing people in my life.

mybeautdee

July 17, 2013

Awesome positive outlook! *thumbs up*

somerandomguy

July 18, 2013

Oh man, I know exactly what you mean about the AC not working. It wasn’t working for almost 4 weeks upstairs in the house and omg, that was the worst. And even though Sugarland (where I live) doesn’t heat up half as bad as where you are, with all of the humidity, omg.. All you can say, adm. (Adriana taught me that!) 🙂 It always is fun to go with friends like that like J.

.. To talk about the past, to have some laughs and remember a simpler time. That’s what life should be, especially as we get older and we look at the future and don’t have much hope, but at that time when we were younger, we thought anything and everything was possible but along the way, life happened. :/. I was just thinking about Mr. I and was going to ask you since you haven’t mentioned ..

.. him lately. Oh, by the way, muy jealous that you had Oreo Blizzards. I hope you ate one for me. (And don’t even start with no, I shouldn’t be eatin’ them, didn’t you see the pictures that I posted.. cause I am going to be like I did see those picture, Mariah’s younger sister!!) Hope you have a great and wonderful day. 🙂 Neil

She’s trying to **** over relationships that are already strained. When it rains it pours.

I don’t know if she meant to. My relationship with my father has always been messed up, and he has tried to help me, mostly when I didn’t want the help. And she told him some things I had done. I don’t know. She knows how things are with us, and she may have been trying to help, I’m not sure. Just don’t appreciate him coming at me.

RYN: Yes, I did mean that. I didn’t want to say the full name cause I figured that you weren’t too thrilled about him and whatever not. Boy, was I right about that! For once!! 🙂 You.. you need to see a doctor. Ugh. I thought men were suppose to be bad about seeing the doctor. You, Wife, Adriana (though Adriana’s still a little bit better), y’all won’t go at least when you need to go!!

Yeah. I just need to get out of here. I want to just grab my things and leave. Not even care about money. I don’t know. It all makes me want to puke. I don’t need what they think is help. It makes me feel like I am losing all control.