WTF. WTH. FML

Max’s dad hasn’t paid the rent yet this month. He usually deposits the money in my account around the 5th. I figured I’d wait till now before I said anything (cuz of the 4th of July), but still no deposit.

Geez what if I have to evict him!?

I text Max and said, "Hey, good morning. Can you remind your dad about the rent please?"

7 hours later he replies, "I’ll talk to him tomorrow. Sorry." That took 7 hours?! WTF (There’s that Indifference I was talking about). Whatever.

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I went to the gym last night with my friend D. I walked for a mile then jogged another mile. After that, her and I worked on our arms.

While doing some bicep curls, D says to me:

"You frustrate me."
"What?"
"Do you think any of the guys in here are cute?"
"Umm. I guess. Why?"
"There are guys looking at you and you’re not even paying attention."
"What the hell do you want me to do? I don’t care."
"I just wanna shake the shit out of you. You’re missing out on meeting someone new."
"It’s been a month. Calm down. I’m not ready."

She gives me the stink eye and plugs her ears with her headphones so she doesn’t have to deal with me. lol.

D is funny. I’ve known her for 13 years. She’s one of my closest friends. She’s in her mid 40s and unhappily married with 2 kids. She would trade anything to be in my shoes – single & free. If she only knew how boring my shoes really were. =/

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I tried online dating for all of 24 hours. lol! I was just annoyed by the profiles I saw. I kept thinking, "This is the great bunch I get to pick from?" FML. I’m better off going to a bar. These dudes looked creepy. lol! Anyway, I deleted that real fast.

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On a funnier note… My mom made meatloaf for dinner. "MOM!!! THE MEATLOAF!!!!" hahaha (Name that movie!!) =P

Azzura

July 10, 2013

Hahaha mom the meat load! Classic! Yeah I am not really ready either. I have guys after me but my heart a d mind isn’t really there. They are mostly a distraction. I hate the indifference. So hurtful and cold. But hey shows u they weren’t worth it anyways if this is how they are going to act.

Aw yeah working out huh? I guess the distraction of another could be good sometimes. But it would only be temporary while we recover from that huge blow if heartbreak. Right.. In my head these things always sound okay until I spit them out.

somerandomguy

July 11, 2013

The fact that it has been a month, and you aren’t ready and you are letting all of these cute dudes look at you, it just goes to show once again that you’ll be completely fine once you have gotten a full recovery from the whole thing with Max. And it goes to show once more that any guy would be really lucky to have you in their lives. Any guy. Cause you are just that caring and loving. 🙂

.. Having said that, yeah, I would shake you down if I were with you and all of those cute guys are staring at you. 😉 Of course, that is.. if you were wanting to even be seen in public with me. Omg, today is Thursday!! And then tomorrow. 🙂 Have a great Thursday, don’t work too hard!!!