Dozen

I’ve been reading a bit about my favorite BBW model lately. I know I have written about her in my diary before. Mandy Blake. She is a lovely beautiful woman and even though I am attracted to men there is something about her that is very appealing. She has several websites about various things but she recently added one with videos of her eating that is kind of fun to watch.

I find it fascinating that she doesn’t seem completely forthcoming about her size and measurements. I see her weight as listed anywhere from 300 to 350 pounds. That seems very unlikely. Especially since her height is listed as 5’10”. I’m shorter than that and I was definitely smaller than she is when I was 300 pounds.

I have also seen her waist measurement at either 42 or 44. That would keep up the idea of her being around 300 pounds since I had a 44 inch waist when I was that size.

She is certainly smaller than I am now. If I had to guess, I would say her weight is likely in the low 400s and her waist is closer to 50 inches. But maybe I am wrong, maybe the photos of her are very misleading. People are all different shapes and sizes, but I can only imagine what I would look like now if I looked the way she does when I was 300 pounds.

I felt like I looked like just a somewhat overweight guy when I was 300 pounds. I didn’t even think of myself as terribly fat. It wasn’t really until I was more than 350 that I started to change the image I had of myself. And really I think the tipping point for me came when I found out I could no longer buy my size in department stores.

When I hit 400 pounds, it really started affecting my daily life, and that’s when I knew I was really extremely obese. I couldn’t go to movie theaters anymore because I can’t fit in the seats. Things like that, that most people never even have to think about.

In some of Mandy’s eating videos, she challenges people to eat what she eats. I watched her eat a dozen donuts and thought that looked pretty simple.