silence is golden…

or a sign that u have been tremendously busy…. and i plead the latter…

i haven’t been a good ODer for the last few months and to my thousands of faithful readers..i apologize…okay..there is only 3 of u…but i still am sorry…

i started my first job in august…a math teacher to high school students… geometry and algebra I….say it with me… "math is fun" "math is fun"…. 🙂

i had visions of being in an enviroment of gorgeous young female teachers… and much the way fantasies work…instead i am surrounded by teachers who average age is somewhere in the upper 40s….families…diseases that i have never heard of…so…i am not relating…i feel closer to the students than the teachers.. but thats a BIG nono…so…

i bought a condo…2 bedroom…so i am an official homeowner now… i have two girls neighbors who are constantly inviting themselves over…so about half the time i pretend to not be home or hiding in my own place…crawling thru the living room to not be seen…SO adult… the price of being too shy to say anything…

teaching in front of classrooms of high school students has really forced me to work on finally getting over my shyness…i have no choice…and i have felt more confident the longer i do it…but i still check my zipper to my pants before every class…so that NIGHTMARE doesn’t come true….why do we have dreams like that anyways?…as if life doesn’t have enough stress…

i must get back to class…                                                          Cj