Ugh…wtf…rofl..omg…nub

I have no life, really. Dont get me wrong, socialising sucks balls at the moment.  I love being able to have Aimee on webcam, just listening to her do her thing and vice versa. So what happens when she goes out? Eve is giving me the shits. I play games to get away from stress, not have more caused. Politics and video games shouldn’t be mixed to be honest. So I really have nothing I can do. My bikes not insured or registered because I have no money. I dont "go out and hang at clubs." I dont have many friends. Life for me is simple…. when Aimee’s around. Fuck talk about co-dependancy issues, maybe Kat was right. 

I have my music, but at some point air drummer/guitaring while doing mining in Eve just looks retarded.  But I cant expect her to just sit at home all freakin day doing nothing. Sure we’d rather be doing it with each other. Walks, coffee, movies…the list goes on. Just right now, we cant, some big load of blue,wet stuff and distance thingy in the way.  I’m worried Im going to be too hermit like for her. Something else.. She asked "how can we bo so different yet so close." I didnt think we we’re that different….have I missed something?? Pfft no doubt I’m lookin into shit too much, Meh, I’m tired. I sleep, but I dont feel like I have, not In a long time have I awoken refreshed.