the ghost of tapping present

I’m restless.

And tired.

I was scared tonight. I don’t know what I was afraid of exactly. I was alone, and it was quiet, but I kept hearing tapping. There was nothing making that noise except my brain. My brain made an image to go along with the tapping…. the source of the tapping. It was a thing, a living in my brain sort of thing. The tapping came from an imaginary ghost like creature, being that it was just sort of floating in the air. it was black, white, grey, and spirit colored. It didn’t have legs, its bottom half tappered off into nothing. The tapping creature had a large head, but it’s only facial feature that was recognizable was its prominent nose. The creature had arms, strong thin arms that held up really large hands. The hands were old and nearly withered. The fingers were long, and they looked like wire. The wire fingers were tapping against the windows outside.  

I wanted to look out the windo to see if I could see the creature, but I knew that the only place the creature was, was in my mind.

I also felt scared driving home.

Im begining to think that I should avoid the road that seems to play with my mind. I should avoid it at night I mean. The same road I was mentioning a few entries back….I think its the result of me being tired, mixed with the fact that my brain seems to unravel by the end of the day.

This road makes me feel like I’m driving somewhere unknown to me, despite the fact that I very well know where I am.

None of the above makes sense.

I just want to cover my eyes. I wish that doing that could make things go away.

11-3-12