Did you find it?

I finally have my Interworld book back, and Im very happy about that. It only took me how long to remember to take it home with me? Every time I went  to my sisters house, I forgot to grab it off my brother-in-laws book shelf. I gave my brain a big ol’ kiss for remembering. I hurried home because ! was looking forward to opening it up and reading it, but when I got home, I had forgotten that I now had it, (it was tucked inside my purse)and went about my business of doing something else. Then I saw that I had it for the second time, and got excited all over again. When I laid down in bed, my plan was to begin the book….but clearly that hasn’t happened, as I am now here, rambling about something no one really cares to know about.

Interworld. Just…Interworld. Yeah!

In other forgetfull ramble notes….last week in therapy, counselor suggested I write down everything that I do and the feelings that come along with it for three days straight. This was suggested beacause I told her its easier for me to explain things when I write about it, and also because it’s hard for me to remember the various events/incidents that happened to contribute to the way I feel. Its a way to pinpoint triggers. This dosen’t seem so hard does it? I didn’t think so, I figured it would be easy and helpful. But so far, it has been very hard. I keep forgetting to do it. I made it for one and a half full days. Thats pretty pathetic, but it’s not that I don’t want to do it. I think its a good idea, and I want to be able to do it.

There’s not a lot of room left in my brain for memory storge. My brain has hoarded so many thoughts, that its nearly flooded over, leaving little to no space for the good stuff. It’s my job to try to clean up the mess in there so there is rooms for the positive thoughts. Im in need for a cleansing. Unfortionately, I don’t know where to put the negative thought. Goodwill is not an option, So I will continue to store the bad, until I come across something that

And the above is how you leave things mid sentence…only to come back the next night and forget what it was that you were trying to say….

The good news is, is that I found my 12 Monkeys dvd.  I thought I had lost it to the mysterious media triangle that lies within my room somewhere. It turns out I didn’t lose it to the triangle, but rather placed it in a spot that houses all of my other dvds. I thought it was gone for good, that perhaps a giant walking manta ray donkey monster ate it. I’m not really sure how I managed to overlook the dvd so many times.

Speaking of monsters, I saw this guy today…

…Mothra’s sweet little baby cousin, Motha May Whovier.

I thought it was a leaf, but then did a quick double take and realized it was most certainly not a leaf. But good for Motha May Whovier, He’s got us all fooled. I was going to capture it and put it in a natural jar habitat to show the kids, but I was already running late as usual, and didn’t think that capturing a moth would have made a good excuse as to why I was late for picking up Evelyn and Warren at school. So I let him be, and took a picture instead.

I did some doodling today…

And now I just got a little sidetracked with pictures of doodles on google because I googled doodling to make sure I had spelled it correctlly (which I did) ….there are some super cool doodles on google, you should check them out…..

A tree doodle thats headed in an unknown direction. I think it will end up in some what of a doodle collage of sorts. Or not. I don’t know. How about I just finish it first, then see.

An unfinished doodle sun (as of now at least) ….to go on the doodle collage. (maybe) It’s job can be to help the doodle tree grow. Perhaps doodle rain will be the next doodle.  I can make a life cycle doodle.

Just throwing that idea out there. The possibilities are endless….until your finished, then the possibilities end. ….thats until you get bored with the first creation and decide to turn it into a whole new creation…..

 Cue the life cycle….and go!…..again.

…..and I voted and you lost……

my brain that I asked you to hold for me….

…which resulted in this entry.

You better go find my damn brain… Run along now…chop chop…theres no time to waste. Do as your told.