I use to be…

… I used to be fun
… I used to be never bored
… I used to go out every night of the week
,,, I used to have boy drama
…I used to so tried from everything
…I used to not sleep

NOW…
… I have no worries
,,,I have no debt
,,,I have no bills to worry about
… I have a roof over my head
… I know where my next meal is coming from
… My life is good

I DO NOT..
…  have money to spend like no tomorrow
…. a boyfriend
… I do not have friend in the town I live

But I am unhappy I want to be loved but I do not
want to be controlled my it. Logic tell me to not
complain but all I want to do is that. I like to being
single but social is telling me that there is something
wrong with me because of it.

SOME HELP ME