I Need To Move Along

I am a all american reject.
I need to move…
…on from Savita.
…on from the stress of last year.
… all the men that reject me.
… all the men I have rejected in turn.
… all the time I have given out my number with no reply.
… with my life.

I have to stop hoping and wishing for love.
Because all of this half as* sh*t is nothing.
I have to…
…let it go.
… have no expectation of what I cannot control.
… to let go.
… live without this wishing and wanting and crying myself to sleep.
… be free of my demons all of them.
… keep out my closet.

I HAVE TO NOT ONLY SAY ALL THIS STUFF I HAVE TO DO IT HEART AND SOUL.