landslide brought me down

 

 

Just a quick update, I have just been reading back on some of my entries which was a little sad for me.
Thinking about chaptering it away, but meh… I’ll leave it for the world to see.

Work has been soooooo busy, but its always so much fun, not a day goes by where I don’t laugh till I hurt, enjoying work alot.
i have tomorrow off, which I can’t wait for, Xmas day was my last day off I had so tomorrow will be great.
I made an appointment to get my hair done with my old hairdresser Mary-Anne on Wednesday, which I can’t wait for.
My hairs gone into shock with swimming pools, humidity and sunshine.  Its in shocking condition atm… Not to mention the last time I saw a hairdresser was a week before I left Sydney in August…
Bad.  Then I have a dinner date with Steve, which will be nice… ( hopefully)

I’m doing good… I did jsut spend the last 30 minutes reading over entries from aboutt he time that Ike and I broke up, till now…. which was a little sad.  i did skip the one i wrote the day before my termination, thats still too raw.
I was sad how I felt and what I wrote because I was aware that Ike was reading my diary at the time and I "sugarcoated " him so much..
I never expressed my anger towards him, and the lying cheater ass he was and what he was doing to me.

I haven’t heard from him since his group text on Christmas day…
I woke up on New Years day and deleted his number and his mothers number and every scrap I had out of my phone…
I truely wouldn’t mind now If I didn’t hear from him again.

I was so excited about 2010 starting, I just wanted 2009  behind me… yeah my horoscopes warned me and continuely reminded me that I was having a shitty year, that it would be a struggle and the hardest year i would have to deal with in the past 30 years… lol.
But apparently I am going to have an awesome year this year.
I kow alot of you might scoff, but I read my scopes everyday, as I was constantly freaked out reading my scopes last year when things where happening, so I read mine now.
http://www.forecasters.co.nz
for those interested, and they are the ones that spun me out.

Anyway…

that’s it for now, not much of an update, but hey… I’m here…

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January 7, 2010

Here’s to a much happier 2010!!! Its your year babe 🙂

January 7, 2010

I hope this year is all that you can dream of!

January 8, 2010

best wishes!