Get Shaky

Have had such a crappy day.

Had the boss and his 2ic in my face all day about getting food costings and finding out prices for stuff.

It fucking impossible, I am doing not only my job, but Annes as well, and I am seriously running from the time I get in to the time I finish.
Got slammed tonight.  Pricks and their Friday nights.

I have Sunday off, but already have 10 things writen on my to do list, I have split days off right up to my last day, so that is going to be shitful for getting stuff done.
My head is running around and round in circles today.
I hardly heard from Ike, who sounds like he has had a shitty day too, but it makes me feel better if I know he is there for me, hopefully only another 17 days.
(Pleeaassseeee!!!!!)
Miss him so much.
More every day.
I have his photo next to the bed, and tell him about my day if I don’t get to talk to him.  Sad huh…

I’m not sleeping, I just have so much on my mind, I have tried writing stuff done before I go to bed, but I am guessing that I wake up at least 10 times a night, and lie there staring at the ceiling for a bit, or pat Mojo for a while… but yeah.
Looking and feeling pretty crappy at the moment.
Applied for a job yesterday at the Entrance, so we will see how that goes.

Mark was at the Entrance for a few days last week (according to his emails)
That makes me nervous, if I ever see him.

I should change his email passwords, so he has to open a new account.  I find knowing his password too much to bare sometimes.

I can go months without looking, then something happens like this latest "I’m Dying" crap, and I am checking every couple of days.
I just need to delete him completly.

I have to go…
need to get home to my Mo…

I ~Kipper~