Back in OS
Well i’m back in my parents house. Today is my first full day. I think I will do a little bit of job searching, find a gym, go to the grocery store, find a ballet class, make a doctors appointment and start practicing guitar or piano. All very productive. I hope that I get most of it done. I need to start working right away but I can’t really set a schedule until i get a lot of the other stuff done.
Anyway, I had a terrible dream this morning about Zakk. I hate not being able to talk to him about my dreams. It upsets me.
Le Sigh. It’s been 2 weeks since i last talked to him. I got a letter in the mail yesterday. It said a lot of nice things. One of which was that by the time I got the letter he should be back, or almost back. That’s a good thought. I hope that he’ll be able to call home soon. I miss hearing his voice.
I do seem to be doing surprisingly well with this though. No extreme depression. No drama. I am considering speaking to a councilor just to help with the nerves and stress, but I have to see if my insurance covers it first because it’s not really necessary.
Anyway, just checking in so no one thinks I died,
Crystal
*hugs* Sorry about the dream. Those always suck. I get them too. I hope you hear from Zakk soon. That’ll definitely help you.
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