What a weekend…
This weekend. Oh my has it taken me down memory lane. Taken me back to my past. It’s been good.
Friday night, Tori picked me up and we hung out at her house. Her new house is absolutely beautiful. I love it. We were supposed to go drink with a couple friends but they blew us off, so we just decided to get drunk at her house. It was great. I got rumchata and she got bud light platinum. I drank my entire bottle of rumchata in about two short hours ahaha. So I was significantly drunk. We just hung out around the house dancing like maniacs and laughing and being drunk and merry 🙂 It was perfect. I didn’t end up falling asleep until like four in the morning.
Woke up at eight something and had to get ready to go home. I FINALLY opened up a freakin bank account, which is great. Now I won’t have thousands of dollars sitting around the house in different hiding places. Mom and I went to walmart. Got some things for dinner then went home. Tori came over for dinner that night. We had hot dogs and brats on the grill. It was yummy. Then Tori and I just kind of drove around passing the time. Couple friends hit us up to come drink with them. So we got all ready and went over there. Drank a whoooooole lot of captain that night holy shit. I haven’t had captain in SO long. It was a fun night with good music, good booze, and good friends.
Had to wake up early again on Sunday after not falling asleep until after five in the morning. Tori and I went to her house and she got ready for some family get together that she had to go to. I passed out on her bed ahaha. We finally left her house around one or so. She took me home and then I spent literally the ENTIRE day sleeping on and off. I was so hungover haha. Couldn’t barely eat anything though, so that sucked. Especially since mom made my favorite dinner. Italian beef… I ate like half a sandwich and wanted to fucking die. It was just fabulous.
Today is just going to be a recovery day I think. I haven’t drank this much in a long time.
I wanted to go to the apple orchard today, but there is definitely something wrong. Mom looked like she’d been crying and sounded really upset when she said we weren’t going anywhere today. I don’t know. I feel like her and daddy are fighting about something else now. I just don’t know what…
Tomorrow Andrew gets the anchors in at the shop, so I’ll either get my hips pierced tomorrow or Wednesday.
Thursday mom, Megan and I get our tattoos. I’m so excited. I can’t wait, but at the same time I can. I don’t know. I’m just happy that he’s finally going to be with me always…
I miss John. More than almost anything in the world right now… This weekend has been fun and all, don’t get me wrong… But I miss him. I would have loved to see him.. But he had to work and whatnot… I don’t know. It just kills me when I don’t get to see him…
My body, is highly sore. I don’t know what the hell I did to myself this weekend while I was drinking, but I must have really fucked myself up. Though I do recall falling down the stairs at my friends house this weekend…. Maybe that’s what it is haha. I think I could enjoy spending more of my time highly intoxicated. I mean, I know I stopped drinking because I was an alcoholic and whatnot, but I don’t understand WHY. It just feels so good, and then I’m always happy! I need to become an alcoholic again. Makes the days so much easier…
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