We like her, and we like her too…

 Not quite sure how I am at this moment.

I feel alone. I miss John.

Tomorrow is his court day… I feel sick to my stomach… I’m on the verge of throwing up every time I think about it… It’s stuck in my head and I don’t know what to do… I don’t want to say anything, because I don’t want him to feel bad or worry about me… I don’t even know…

The fair last night was nice. Got my funnel cake like I wanted. Tori and I are going today after I get off work. Let’s hope I can keep my stomach in line…

I’m a teacher for my classroom now at work. I got a raise, and I can be alone with up to 20 kids now. It’s nice, I won’t even lie, and the extra money will be nice as well.

I don’t know. I’m trying to be strong, stay positive, but it’s so hard right now. I just want to lay in bed all day. Not move. Just lay there…

Guess I better finish getting ready for work…

<3CaseyRenee<3