Michael and Ale

Amy,

i just found both michael and ale on facebook. i dont know why i did it but ever since ive been listening to someone i use to know, both have consisty popped up in my head. There are the only people that i have ever loved. Why am i sstill remembering them. It feels like being haunted by those two as if ive seen their ghosts just by seeing them. im so confused because what does this all mean? im addictred to tis depression since its all i have ever known. so to try to walk forward and be in terror then to get the past appear terrorizes me more. im stuck and i dont know what i have to do, i dont want to remember them. ugh!!! im so miserable. this is why you will see that im writing it at 5 in the morning. no i havent slept yet. hopefully next time i write you, i will have a better answer. because right now the demons are winning.