Party

I’m getting closer and closer to my surgery consultation and I’m excited about it.  I’m a little nervous.  I know this is a big step.  But I’m a lot more excited than nervous.  I made my mind up that this is what I want to do a long time ago and I’m completely sure that it’s the right thing.  No doubts.  

I’m also preparing myself for the possibility that this isn’t the right surgeon for me.  This result of the consultation might just be that I need to find someone else.  And I want to be ready for that option so I’m not too disappointed.

After writing in my last entry about needing more space and all the options we had, I looked on craigslist for an available apartments nearby and found several.  I guess that’s the good part of living in a city filled with college students.  People are always moving.  So I decided Guy and I would look at some of them.  If we liked one, we might move into it and leave Jayson and Cindy behind in this apartment.  If we thought one was nice but not good for us, we would get them to move and we would stay here.  Seemed like a perfect plan, where I would win either way.  But we didn’t particularly like any of them.  So, today I will be looking at another two and hopefully find something decent.

One of them is about halfway between here and my moms’ house, so I’m hoping that’s a good one.

Next weekend we are having some people over for the Superbowl.  I’m not good with parties and I’m not a big football fan, but sometimes I feel like we are all too busy with out lives to do something fun like this, so I’m looking forward to it.