Currently over

Jason moved in last weekend.  It’s been a fairly smooth transition having a third person here.  Actually it’s more like we have a fourth person here because my sister was practically already living with us.  It’s good for him that he can live with us so cheaply, and it’s good for us that we have a roommate that we already know, not some total stranger.  I’m not sure if we’ll be happy with the arrangement after the baby is born.  I expect my sister to stay at my moms house when she has the baby, but I’m not sure that really is going to happen.

He has been wearing clothes around the house, which I wasn’t quite sure he would do.  I don’t really care either way, but knowing he is a nudist, I can’t help but wonder what is his motivation for staying dressed.  Is it because he’s uncomfortable nude in front of a transgirl and her bisexual boyfriend?  Or am I just being paranoid? 

School is back and it’s fairly boring.  I have officially declared a major in womens studies, and I’m excited about that.  I’m also taking a swimming class this semester which is fun.  It’s really just a joke for me because I’m a far better swimmer than anyone else in the class.  Not meant to be arrogant, just stating a fact.  I have had to adjust how I swim now that I have breasts.  They do get in the way a bit, but I’m happy to have them.  Sometimes I just look in the mirror at my body and am really happy and amazed with how much it has changed in a short time.

My sister and Lauren are finalizing their wedding plans for next month.  They are honeymooning in Portugal, which seems really weird to me, but they are excited about it.  They were up here a two weeks ago for a visit and Lauren and I ended up going out one night for dinner.  Over dinner, she confessed that the stress of the wedding was causing her to eat more and gain weight, and she was feeling bad about herself.  She is extremely overweight to begin with, but I had actually noticed that she seemed heavier.  I didn’t say anything, of course.  Then she told me she was currently over 400 pounds. 

That kind of shocked me.  I knew she had to weigh a lot, but I never would have guessed that much. She could probably tell that I was surprised, and I felt bad.  I really mean no offense.  My sister loves her, they are attracted to each other, and they make each other happy.  That’s more important to me than her size.  I’m sure she would be happy if she lost some weight, but I would never try to make her feel bad for being heavy.  I worry, however, that I may have done so unintentionally.