09/13/2011

 earlier in the years i was wrong later on ill be wrong again. remember when we were smilin drinkin beers fuckin the fears sayin cheers and now im runnin after you chasin you around huntin you down till we ended up fightin in the middle of town and now i say fuck the beers hold your baby and be nice to me cause im your lady respect your house cause its not a home if your not in it…with you ill be grinnin…you know your middle finger? flip it…to the ones who persuade u to think the way you think walk away like you got your family and i got mine…we are a family now…does it hurt you when im feelin down? im recovering from the abuse and the cheatin’…and still your not bein the man that i need one that appreaciates me….but if you walk the path of destruction…darkness will come knockin…in a world with no love…hell in shots or rolled up…comes with memory loss…but i cant be forgotten because we carry on…and you’ll never know if your baby remembers you until click click boom…another suicide on the res…u know i dont mean that you know that i love you and without you my heart wont beat

just checkin no it didnt stop beatin yet no im not cryin now i know your bein nice now but it kills me to know even when your nice your filled with lies and the truth? maybe i dont want to know the truth and i cant handle it…if only the truth for once in my life was nice…so lie to me baby hold me in your arms ill let my tears fall you hold me in your arms and lie to me tell me you love me and hold me and kiss me you say you’ll never leave me again…you’ll never cheat on me or beat me again…no jk FUCK You and your lies…but those eyes..id miss your eyes and ya there would be a next guy if you left im never single long…but the offers on the table here and now miss me now before you lose me…be a man and be strong.