Gona be alright

 somethings not right in this life constantly lookin for sight but cant catch a glimpse walkin around in the darkness lookin for light. no decision is good enough just climbin higher feelin low to the ground just feels like that somtimes i got better days you know chillin with my fam bbqin somethin for dinner somehow i keep gettin thinner from breastfeedin my daughter. The days keep gettin longer…they keep gettin hotter…and my tiredness gettin stronger..cause i feel like  im doin nothin now. my life is at pause

this isnt a flaw

just bein a mom

but not much else goin on

feels like im stopped

im just takin a break

but im always thinkin about the next move

jus somethin to look up to

dont know what the fuck im gona do though

 like a song and this is a new note

TRYIN NOT TO DROWN IN MY TEARS

STARTIN TO CRAVE THE BEERS

BECAUSE SHIT SUMMERS HERE

BUT IM A MOTHER TO THREE GIRLS

AND THERES NOTHIN MORE IMPORTANT

so i be the best i can be

its not what i was always set out to be

no one was lookin out for me

like im lookin out for my babies

cause FUCK no they aint goin through struggles like i had in my home

ill do it alone

for the rest of my life

straight livin a tough life

they gona grow up right

its a fight

till i have what i want

ill fight all night

yea’

everythings gona be alright