havnt wrote a song in a while but here is one

 Is wonderin what your doin right now and wonderin if your thinkin of me too gettin sad listenin to Blu and feel torn apart cause i dont know if we are together or when im gona see you again but i know i love you feelin lonely rememberin you but i dont know where you are so what can i do and im just sittin with my kids feelin down because your not around your out drinkin in town just please settle down so you can come home im missin you now. im sorry for breakin up with you that way, the cost i will pay..but you fucked up, you always fucked up…but it aint the same with out you so i hope that we’re cool. so come back in my life is my state of mind until the day we reunite im feelin pain. if it wasnt for my girl’s id be goin insaine. Textin my chikas all night yea im up all night but the fact you dont fight for me breaks my heart and so we’re apart until we meet again

Memories about you rushin through my head because i dont know when ill see you next so im rememberin when we used to chill you were my baby still. passin out in your arms it was all a thrill. Thinkin about this now is like a dream to me but we always fight torn memories. You walked away with your cheque you never pay i’m still supportin you to this day and now we got a new baby plus my two girls that growin up im thinkin hey why dont you love me enough to pay…why do you drink all your money away…why do you lie to me it breaks my heart. can we restart? please im fallin apart without you in my arms my girls are lookin around for you but you cant be found its what im dealin with now and its makin me frown

smoke after smoke im smokin a pack a day..while im breastfeeding payton..yea its bad okay. but when im out for a smoke im lookin up to see if your walkin to see if your comin back. You havnt come back why havnt you called its been too long since you been gone to me. Even though i just seen you last week but time goes by slow when your heart is broke so what can i do this i dont know

i loved you two years ago yea i love you still, you were my man and i wish you were back..but you aren’t here so ill be waitin for you here until you talk to me about if your comin back or if you are not so i can stop movin on so i dont feel so lost, writtin these songs, yea it will be so long, till i forget the day that we met, or our first time in bed..no we never made it to the bed, we were so drunk that night…we were so happy back than but now we always fight…but it aint wastin time if im callin you mine