If I close my eyes

 Your the one i want every night in my bed in my sight i really miss you when your gone you know and you know you complete my home you make this crazy little family whole. But when your gone i feel all alone. You make me smile you make me cry sometimes i wana die sometimes the anger grows inside but you take me where its warm inside. hey baby this world is fucking crazy. sometimes i really feel like i cant get up. Sometimes i feel like everythings fucked. Sometimes its like im holdin everything up. And if i let go everything goes crashing. 

If i close my eyes can i really hide or will i loose my pride and will  my dreams just die will i get lost in my mind where its dark inside because i cannot find find this path that i dream about

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TfDMMg5k9wo    me singin it anyways