04/15/2010
I still miss you when your gone and even when you`re here.
Like somethings in between us that i cant explain and some kinda force its thin, strong, sharp like a blade.
Whatever is in your head blocking i wish it could change.
Like a hidden message in a bottle that you got stuck in your head.
All the time things always change not much stays the same.
Im in a world that everythings whirling and twirling in different ways.
When i open my eyes who says im awake.
Guessin and bein stumped and tryin to front
and believe,
feel,
let the wind guide you and the water take you away
these are like trust.
They can take you anywhere and put you through anything
and it can take you under
Who says who says love is easy. Nobody wants to hear that love isnt easy.
Love plain and simple but what does love do.
Nobody can tell you nothin…because it makes your life feel great.
So all i gota say is your worth it to me but its not easy to see whats on your mind when you cant tell me baby.
Your hidin your truth which makes it hard to find you so what can i do its not me its just your state of mind.
You need to feel and explore yourself.
Patience makes truth reveal itself.
Presistense causes guessin and rushin,
frusteration and nothin we need right now.
Im not gona nail you to the ground pin you and hold you down and ask if you love me now.
Ya i know what im lookin for might not be found
and when im waitin it might never come around.
Love is my extacy without the drug.
Shootin bullets without the gun.
Without it id be no one.
Trapped and stunned,
all lost for who i`ve become.
When your gone i could careless if im nothin or no one.
But somehow i gota go on.
Light before darkness, 1 step at a time.
I still have this dream that I can call you mine.
When your around I cry more, but when your gone i feel more torn.
Nothin today is like it was before
Tomorrow
is what im waiting for