I guess it’s wishfull thinking

 What can I do to touch his heart, so he can have an ephinany. What can i say to make him see that we make dreams baby. All i know is what it’s worth so I aint givin up on him. How long will it take him to see im true? Will it be not planned just out  of the blue? Will his heart be racing too or will he be like whatever fuck it we’re through. Nothing else matters, nothin else on my mind. It feels like all im doin is waiting for him all of the time. The best part is, is that he actually shows up 😀 He shows unexpectedly. I can talk a million words at a time about the one and only thing on my mind. Clinton Bob. Miss him, wish he where mine, want him to be happy, want him in general, I cant stop reminissin about all the times we spent together. Never thought it would end. Never thought we’d be seein eachother after we broke up. Just just just…..wish he were mine again. But…I dont wana force him dont want to pressure him, dont want to hold him to tight or ignore his feelings. Patience is what it takes, Strength is what im needing, just hope is keeping me breathing, my two kids are the only ones keepin me on my feet. So….isnt it ironic that love is the only thing that can break your heart. Whenever we are high we are low we fly we fall we beg we pleed on our knees and all. Some live in fear some dont know about love only think about the one thing, lust. Lust isn’t enough. Forget about someone who is in lust with you when i’m sittin right here…in love. Lust fades love lasts forever. So all it is, i miss him, wish we were more than friends, wish he was my man, wish things went like we planned, i dont care, as long as hes my man. Cause love struck me…but ill always be lucky…to have been in his life.