Is this the day

 Is this the day that I feel pain once again

The Ugly truth

Beautiful Turns to Disaster

Who knows the answer

Slowly Weakening

No dust after his trail

Where could he be

But you know that you know the answer

Starting to fall

Tumbling

Frowning

Head low to the ground

Is this the day

I find out the truth

your weakening me

no more on my knees pleeding?

because enough is enough

or am i gona beg for his mercy

let him hurt me

its not what i deserve

but what i give for who i love

With all my heart but its still in pain

is there no more mercy left with him

is he ready to fight

be all against me

i have always let him win

or is this gona end like last time

on my own i was so great

than i fell in love harder

but the pain was stronger

out of the ones who hurt me

he is the one with the most meaning to me

he was the one of my dreams

but nothings what it seems

What i thought was meant to be

has left me bleeding

but no arms to catch me when i fall

so i have to stand strong

loose ends will tighten with time

but i cant give up

not on him

not yet