Changes

Today is a day of change although i dont know what it will bring me. Pleasure and pain is within me. This is what you want innit. Its gona be hard to get a minute. But this cant last forever It needs to grow and time is tickin. Got stress and im sad but i did it. Im happy at the fact it can do some good. It can be cleansin at the same time it can heal the soul. Startin today its the yesterday of tomorrow. And tomorrow we will carry on the same roll. Exept its not time to do some thinkin. Its the time to dive right into livin. And maybe ill slow down on my oppinions. Maybe ill lay low on the bitchin. But you gota pitch in. Gota show me even though your not always with me your surely in it. Mind over matter but im puttin my heart at steak. But this is trust. Dont forget that and make your final mistake. Cause in the end Ill find out who is fake. But i feel it from you. I think your cool. I think you’ll never break the rules. I hope you’ll never forget to be true. Cause if that time comes ill vanish in the blue. You’ll still see me but you’ll only see me at school. But  this damp thing weakening me created light. It was a nightmare at first but my logic eased the fright. Im sad scared and excited but its ok. For now im cool. But it JUST happend. I better give it a day or two…