Bliss

I’m sorry old friend, OD, but you’ll need to forgive me this next step along the road.  You have been the one friend I could always count on, you were the place where I could go to cry out my soul and heart whenever I was alone in the dark….later alone in the dark and drunk….

But now I have someone who gets all my words, every last one, and all the wellsprings of emotion that come with them.  Perhaps you knew all along, you divine white screen that let me be….you brought her to me and here, in this almost dream, we found each other.

So please understand that I won’t be putting much more of my heartache here, it all belongs to her, all the past that’s left to speak of, all the future, too.  I’ll update you every so often and I’ll write on things perhaps after I tell them to her, after she’s had the chance to hear them first….she deserves everything.  I was planning to give it to her, I think I already have.