Movin On

I’m holdin on to faith,

But time just won’t seem to wait,

It pushes on my mind and chest,

I can’t take it even at my best,

All this time spent in act and speech,

That won’t even bother to try and reach.

Wish I could erase all this time,

Take it back, cuz it was mine,

Instead they keep the words I said,

No time given back, nonthing repaid,

And I’m left with less than I began,

When all I did was hold out my hand.

I’m movin on…….

They say I can’t look back,

Though all we want to see is what we lack,

The rage fills me everyday,

To know that everything people say

Is just a bunch of worthless lies,

Told without a second thought or reason why.

And what’s left of my friends,

Who’ve stayed with me to my ends,

Keep pushing me towards the light,

Leaving you just out of sight,

And I can’t seem to find the reason why,

That I just want to break down and cry….

Yeah, bitterness, hello,

Nothing else left for me to know,

Hey, loneliness, how’ve you been?

At least you’re here when I need a friend,

Lies, deceit, rage, and pain,

Nice to see you all again…..

How’s your life,

Sorrow and strife?

Mine’s just fine…

Just been wasting a bit more time…..

I’m tryin hard to move on….

I’m tryin hard to stay strong…..

How could it be that what I knew

Was nothing more than not like you?

Do you feel any sorrow for all I’ve spent?

Or do you think that you are innocent?

What’s worse is I made it absolutely clear,

And still you stayed, as if you didn’t hear.

Did I not shout it loud enough?

Was pulling away far too tough?

I doubt it, cuz now you’re gone,

You were never with me all along,

And so that’s just how it ends,

The death of two who once were friends.

I’m movin on……

The fact is you make me feel so cold,

Thinking of all the lies you told,

That all this was just a game,

Puts me to anger to think you have no shame.

Well you used me and now the only thought I’ve got,

Is I hope that there’s a God so I can watch you rot.

Yeah, bitterness, hello,

Nothing else left for me to know,

Hey, loneliness, how’ve you been?

At least you’re here when I need a friend,

Lies, deceit, rage, and pain,

Nice to see you all again…..

How’s your life,

Sorrow and strife?

Mine’s just fine…

Just been wasting a bit more time…..

And I’m moving on,

Back to where it was where I belong,

You pointed me back the way I came,

That’s all I got for this shame,

And what’s worst of all, the biggest cost,

Is I’m the only one feelin the loss.

I’m the only one feelin the loss….

I’m moving on,

Nah….

I’m standin still,

Been that way and always will.