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Josh’s grandma got admitted to the hospital the other day.  She was vomiting blood.  They said that she had a bowel obstruction and something going on with her stomach.

I haven’t heard much so I don’t know what is going on with regards to surgery or keeping her there.  I don’t know what’s going on. I need to call Josh’s mom and find out.

I just know that its not gonna be long before she is gone.  I just can’t believe it.

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I didn’t really hear much about her this weekend. His mom didn’t really want to talk about it because I don’t think that it will be that much longer until she is gone.  I don’t think she is going to make it to the end of this year.

I just hope, hope that she doesn’t pass on while Josh is in North Dakota. I don’t know how he would handle that.

ugh..life blows.

Josh leaves on Saturday, I can’t believe its already here. I don’t want him to go at all, I am going to miss him so much..I’m starting to cry right now thinking of it…I’ll write more later..