girls night!

soooo today has been filled with nothing but girly activities. I went shopping with rachel..but i was good, and didnt buy anything, well i bought like shampoo and stuff for school, but i need that. I didnt buy any clothes, not even victorias secret, and that was hard cause theyre having a sale. Then tonight i went to amandas and we watched the last half of season six of sex and the city…LOVE that show, and The Sisterhood Of The Traveling Pants, which was actually a pretty good movie. It was cute. We got pizza..made popcorn, all that good stuff. well, good, but bad FOR u stuff.

Im feeling a little better about my whole..im disGusted by what i see in the mirror deal today. Its still there…but maybe its just cause i havent had much time to look in the mirror today. idk……..

Im going to school tomorrow..yay.. Im starting my first (of four) practicum with mr denny at the middle school in NT. (practicum is a week long observation thing i have to do..) I know he’ll let me do more than just watch, which makes me nervous, but excited at the same time. Nervous cause i have no experience teaching anything..ever. If he gives me like..a clarinet lesson to do..idk what im spossed to do with them, ive taught ONE private lesson in my life..thats right..count it, ONE. I mean it went fine, but idk. I know i have to start somewhere, and this is why we do these practicums..blah blah..but i still dont wanna make an ass of myself.. i get to do enough of that at school. I swear every class is like public humiliation of some form. :~/

well i suppose i should go..sleep soon, seeing as how i have to get up at the butt crack of dawn. night night!