things are good…. ish.

So yeah, overall things are going much better with me.  I feel a TON better!  If it hadn’t been for me going on medication when i did, i’m positive I would have quit my job and would really be up sh**creek without a paddle.  so yeah, drugs are good, at least for me.   And the fact that we’ve gotten over the hump with the school year and June is in sight, is a HUGE help to me as well!  In fact, i only have 17 more wake ups before spring break!!!!  i’m really looking forward to that time off!  Don’t get me wrong, overall I still very, very, very strongly dislike my job.. (ok, i hate it, but i was trying to be positive) but i’m finding it more bearable in general.

I’ve been really trying to be healthier lately.  I’m excited that i’ve completed 3 days of the shred and i really think this is a great way for me to really get into working out again.It feels great to feel like i’m really taking care of ME.  At the worst of my depression/panic attacks I feel like i had kind of let myself go.. i was just too busy for me.. and well, we all know that isn’t a good thing.

Tonight was fun, on the way home from work i decided to invite my mom to have dinner with us.  she accepted but couldn’t be there until 630 so we just planned our night accordingly.  The girls played outside, i picked up a bit and did my workout, and then for dinner we had Chiavetta’s marinated chicken on the grill, brown rice, and a big salad… YUMMY!!

ok i have to get everything ready for tomorrow and at least grade a few of the 10 million papers i have yet to grade….

so i’m off..