taking control.

Two in one day! i know, i’m a wild woman..

so if you missed the last one.. well, you know what to do.

Tonight I started to get all nervous and anxiety ridden about going to work tomorrow.  Partially due to an incident that occured Thursday afternoon, not sure i want to get into it now though.  So anyway.. i just decided, consciously, that i will not allow it to make me feel that way.  So I put the anxiety in its place! lol! i shoved it aside and enjoyed my time with my family.  We all piled in the car after dinner.. (homemade chicken parm, yum!) and drove over to this (somewhat cheesy) drive through light display in a nearby park.  After that we drove around looking at some home displays. (something I used to do with my parents when i was little) and ended up stopping over at the live nativity at the church near us.  It was nice.. and I felt that I was in control..  I did not let the job control me, take over my time, or rob me of special moments with my family.  I think i’m getting better, if i have to stay there, or not.

Please pray that Medina calls tomorrow.  Of course, I suppose it would be ok if they called on tuesday, but them calling tomorrow would, well, it would just make me ecstatic, that’s all.  I know that i very well could not get called back for another interview, but i’m having fun hoping, but trying not to get too hopeful, as i’m not looking forward to the let down, if there is one..

ok it’s late and i need to get to sleep…

Merry Christmas!