roller coaster.

I feel like i am on an emotional roller coaster with this job situation.  I go from thinking that it is "ok" to feeling like i should call up Wyndham Lawn and beg for my old, comfy job back.  I really don’t like the "coldness" i feel from a lot of the staff at this school.  And, no, i don’t think it has anything at all to do with her and rumors.  I’m sure there may be a few around, but i haven’t got the slightest inkling from anyone that they even care about any of that.  It’s just that the administration is so… tough..not sure if that’s the right word.. maybe.. demanding.. that very few people, if any, seem to feel really comfortable in their jobs or in this building. 

That is probably why there are about 25 teachers that are new to the school (but not necessarily the district) as a whole.  this rapid turnover of staff does nothing to bolster comradarie among the staff or a "team" feeling.

Although there were always challenges, and even some clique-y-ness (?) at Wyndham Lawn, I always felt as if i was part of something.  Part of a team set to do the best we could for our students and our school.  That is seriously lacking in this current situation. 

I do like the 2 other science teachers that i’m working with, at least we can develop a colleagial relationship over the next year..

ok, i’m currently doing 45 things at one time, as per usual.. so i must go…

night all…