to move or not to move, that is the question.**

Writing/Reading and just generally being around here more has been really nice in the last few days.. i’m excited to feel like "I’m back!" regarding this place.  It’s really nice! 

Today we are going to look at an apartment. It sounds really nice and unexpectedly cheap… we’ll have to see how we like it.  Moving right now will not be so easy, expecially considering that school starts Sept. 8th and the girls are already registered in school here.  We’ll have to change their school if we move to Lockport (where the apartment is).  Also their dance studio is out here, but i suppose that can be changed as well.  We’ll just have to see.. I’ll link you to the Craigslist ad for the apt. so you can check it out too.. we’ll see how it is.  Lately all that have looked promising have turned out to be crap.  

And no, i’m not sure i want to move, but i know that we pay way too much in utilities here and everytime something needs fixing, it doesn’t get done and i really i’m starting to go crazy with that around here… just ugh though because the girls have so many friends around here and can just run around in all the "shared green space" surrounding the townhouses here with a plethora of little friends that they’ve made now that they are a bit older.. it just sucks in some ways to think of moving, but financially i know it will be good for us.. and yes, i know the girls will make new friends.. i worry too much..

That’s another thing, i don’t know what’s up with me lately.. things just seem to bother me way too much.. Take this interview for example, i’ve been on interviews where i didn’t get hired before, never has it affected me like this.. i don’t know what my issue is.. i cry at the drop of a hat.. and i’m just generally to easy to be made upset/miserable.. it’s just really weird… hopefully i’ll "snap out of it" soon.. ugh.. 

ok i’m off to go start some coffee.. have a great day everyone!

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OH a good thing i don’t think i’ve mentioned in here is that we found a nice, working chest freezer for our basement at a yard sale for $40!!! it’s not the newest, but it’s a Frigidaire and it looks decent and works well, so we’re happy..

Even better, my dad is buying my sister and i a 1/2(?) maybe a 1/4 not sure, of a cow to split again, so i’ll have tons of beef to fill the freezer with!

oh and that apartment, needs to have a place for my newly acquired freezer, or it’s a no go! lol..

and that apartment is missing my most essential appliance.. a dishwasher..ugh! , but i checked on Craigslist and there are a ton of portable models listed for $200 or less, so i will just buy one of those to add to the kitchen to make it more livable for me! lol!

ok i’m off again, to enjoy my coffee with a big side of laundry and organizing the kids’ drawers..