Disappointments..

So today has not really ended up being that good of a day for me..

I’m pretty sure that i did not get the Buffalo job… I called the HR office and said "I had an interview on Saturday, i’m wondering when i should hear back about it"  the lady asked "morning or afternoon session?"  I said "morning"  She says, " well we’re still sifting through those you should get a letter in the mail shortly."

Now I could be wrong, but generally only rejections are sent through our postal system, not job offers.. so there ya have it.. i’ll probably be back at good ol’ Wyndham Lawn on September 8th.  I really didn’t want to be… grrr.. but at least i’m employed… i guess..

When i actually have the REAL news, not just my (probably accurate) assumption, i will, of course, let you know..

Anyway.. in other disappointing news, Charles and I had been talking about having a baby.. something i would really like to experience with him….  

Some of you may not recall that charles had a vasectomy when he was married to his ex.. so this causes a problem.  I thought a vasectomy reversal was somewhat easy.. or at least less complex that having a woman’s tubal ligation reversed, so this is one of the reason i’ve always been so Pro-V, so to say… Well it turns out, it isn’t that easy.. it requires a long.. sometimes up to 4-hour surgery..  This in itself would not be that big of a problem.  BUt the problem is, is that it is almost unheard of for an insurance company to cover this procedure, which ranges in cost from $5000 to $20000, the average being $10000.  so yeah.. that’s not happening..

Alright, well i’m trying to enjoy my evening to spite my lovely day of disappointing news.. so i’m off…