unapologetic complaints.

yes, this is a "poor me" entry..

I have let you know up front.  So now no one can make me feel bad for complaining..
(feel free to try to make me feel better if you like.. but the "don’t complain" comments aren’t needed)  I just want to get this out..

So here is what has me feeling upset/depressed/worried… in bullets.. (to shoot me with.. lol.. totally j/k, no one call the authorities!)

• Don’t think we’re getting the truck.. feel ok about that, but the dealership must be trying to get me money lenders that are on Mars because they STILL haven’t given us a yes or NO answer.. We’re going to tell them to forget it and go get my money back.
• I have the flu.  Not a stomach bug, the real honest-to-goodness flu.  I feel terrible.  although slightly better than earlier in the week.
• Went to Immediate-Care (an ER alternative type place) the doctor gave me off work ALL.This.WEek.  So i’m using up all the paid time off/sick time/floating holiday time i have… NOT liking that.. Oh, and on top of it all.. i have to probably take some unpaid time this week.. lovely.
• Got a BILL from my divorce lawyer.  Never was there any indication that my little, "easy" divorce was going to cost me more money.. Now he would like his $1552.50 "as soon as possible"  Yeah.. right.. Let me just go pull that out from under that rock over there… so now i have to call them to hopefully set up a payment plan.
• My state tax return.. 99.5% of which is going to my father (or maybe to this lawyer instead?? hmmm call dad)  is taking FOREVER to be processed.. no idea what the problem is.. maybe they owe me more money than i thought.. lol!! yeah right!
• i get my yearly bonus from the state of NY either this month or next (last year was $700) but that will go directly to the lawyer probably.. ugh!  But i guess it doesn’t matter.. that bill or another.. whatev’s
• looked at my student loans yesterday.. really shouldn’t have.. ignoring and pretending that they aren’t there is much more healthy to this poor person’s mind..

ok i guess that’s all the melodrama that i have for the time being..
bye all…
me