D.E.P.R.E.S.S.I.O.N.

Delusional thoughts of being with you.
Everlasting sorrow from not having the one true love i crave.
Putting everything on the line to make you happy and be with you.
Revealing everything to you and still get nothing.
Engaging in self torutre waiting for you to realize what i can offer you.
Staring at nothing yet waiting on something that will never be.
Suffocating my thoughts as i fear what i say will never be enough for you.
Inflicting chaos inside my mind just thinking of you.
Openly admitting my love for you but goes with out appreciation.
Never giving up on you not matter what you say hoping for that one day i can have you.

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October 13, 2007

Thanks for the note .. this entry could have been written for or about a part of my life .. i love it .. It is rather depressing when your love is not returned to you.

October 13, 2007

Thanks for stopping by and noting. I read some of your entries, very touching. I hope all goes well for you. I will be entering as a fav, hope that’s ok.

October 13, 2007

usually i hate writtins like this cause they usually lack, i dunno, spark i guess is the word…but this one didn’t! meaning…i liked it haha! read some of ur others too, like ’em alot! thanks for the nooottteee!

October 13, 2007

I loved what you wrote. Love doesn’t have to be depressing however. You shouldn’t have to put everthing on the line waiting to make someone else happy. Love should not be a one way street, always giving to someone else and getting nothing in return. Maybe this person that you wish for is not for you. Someone out there will appreciate you for just being you.

once again, you are trying to ingratiate yourself with this woman. STOP. you are a worthy person full of love and life. if she cannot appreciate you, please move on. love is not depression, its an expression of joy and laughter with the right person. it hurts to see someone so loving becoming depressed. she does not seem worth your devotion my dear, YOU are worth more. Always,

October 13, 2007

thats the truth.. ughghghhh.. written perfectly.