What did I do?

Guess What Its the same freaking thing once again! here i am just being the best i can be and thats me!

What is it that i need to do to be Free from me… cuz all its doing is destroying this so called Life So
   whats the key?

Is it something that im looking over and its right in front of my very own eyes?

Or do i have it but i continue to be covering it in the lies?

Lies?? What lies? The Lies i keep tellinig my self about you!

I cant believe i do everthing that i continue to do!

I am asking for to much it seems even for something so simple as love!

But DING DING DING!!! Lets break out the boxing gloves!!!!

Oh thats so dirty its below the belt!!!!!!

Damn it Girl i cant duck and weave that fast but i guess this is the hand that i have been delt!

Wish…. Dreams…. Hopes!!!!!!! What the frick are all these!!!!!

Ill tell you what they are! Threy aint nothing but but a passing breeze!!!

All they are is the idle thoughts of a man wishing to have the one thing he presues with out a doubt.

But all it gets me is kicks in the nuts when im down and out!

For once i just wish someone would just listen to what i say to them i get tired of trying after a while.

But its just words floating in the air and so i guess im left to say…"Later gator… after a while crocodile!!"